My Spiritual Journey thus far

As of late I have been off work due to doctors orders and I will share that reason why that has been.   In my life the last 3 years of it I have went backwards like things see to be going wrong and my mood is slipping and my Joy has faded.

All this talk about the illuminati being obsessed on that sort of object has been my obsession on and off and because of it my mood has slipped with the whole economy being very bad I have not been in well a place I cannot mention, and because of that my Debt has become a heavy  burden for me, I have also made the mistake of trying to inform everyone that I know and have been met with opposition and that has frustrated me.

Worrying  about my bills because of lack of income (Extra)  my social life has been limited  and well all this stuff going on in the middle east and the whole cultural war over here in the west.   Everything started beaming into my mind at a rapid pace and has attracted one bad thought after another and I even started to get paranoid thoughts of situations happening even though they never even happened as of yet and as a result of this I lost a-lot of sleep and this is where everything in my life started to spiral out of control.     

Because of my lack of sleep I started making silly mistakes I was unable to remember stuff wee as my memory had abandoned me  I was muttering away to myself  I just got to the point where my I was miscounting money making mistakes here and there on a frequent basis my relationships were sinking not as strong as they were.   My life was in turmoil I had debt to pay off and had no clue how i am going to pay it off I was losing my mind in utter despair.   I had a severe lapse in concentration.

It was not until I made a Doctors appointment just to have someone to talk to and it was good day, I even treated myself that day something else I forgot to do (Treating myself that is) it was awesome.    But this same doctor (In whom I give the whole low down on my beliefs)  refereed me to a other Doctor in whom later I  talked to she was a lovely lady very understanding and very Non-Judgmental so I give her the whole low down of my beliefs told her also about the lack of sleep etc.  But I was then told I had a slight dose of Psychosis.   So I got time off from a certain place on the sick it was just me and my house and ps3 and I have admit I was miserable I had lost my joy in life, anyway I was given seroquel to help me sleep at night and they worked I was starting to feel better etc.  Then one day I was on Netflix and as I was about to exit after doing some browsing I then had a thought to myself why don’t you try watching the Secret you have heard so many critics why don’t you see what they are saying is true so I did.     I have to say I was blown away it ignited a passion in me that I had not felt in a while I learned how to dream again.

You see I thought you had to be corrupt to earn lots of money to be a millionaire or a billionaire  even I was wrong.  I am currently listening to Kevin Trudeaus Your wish is Your command CD Series and I am loving it I admit I get a bit discouraged on the whole teachability index not willingness to learn but the whole what you are going to give up.   The Law of attraction is a strong Biblical  truth a hidden truth.

I am trying to draw in a particular car into my experience and have been practicing the power of having it now visualizing and now everywhere I go I see different models of the car but the same make were before I would never see this particular make about now everywhere I go I see it.

So I am making progress which is good alot livelier than making progress the key is to feel good now by feeling good now you are in the state of allowing let go and let God.

That little voice telling me to give up is the same voice that told me to give up on learning to Drive well I passed my driving test with a bit of luck (Which I created)  so onwards and forward.    I will master this technique I have been using it all the long in my life and if I can use it for negative I can certainly use it for positive change just cleaning out my mind.  I must remember  because I do not see it now does not mean it is on it’s way. I create my future and I do this by focusing as If I already have it and feeling good the better I feel the higher my desire is for the things I want.  This is what we call faith Ask Believe and Receive.

At this present of time I have went from taken 2 25mg tablets to 10mg Olanzapine which is good and my mood has improved.

By they way I am fully aware it is not going to puff out of thin air, circumstances and the right people will come into my life to help me achieve my goals and dreams.

I am also interested in connecting with people who believe in this stuff as well

Psalm 37:4 – Delight thyself in the lord and he shall grant thee the desires of thine heart

Albert Einstein – “Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions.”

My Spiritual Rant

No longer will I worship God as if he is outside of me when scripture plainly states he dwells within me. I believe in the Law of Attraction I am still conscious of it but my belief in it is going up.

I am sick of tired worshipping God like he is outside of me, I am sick of man made doctrines like if you do not live like this you will never grow or receive healing really because the bible I read people were healed for one reason and that was because of their FAITH in Jesus and they believed that they already received and doubted not.

I am sick and tired of some propaganda that goes on within Christian ministries false accusations never embeds the audio taking what people say completely out of context.

Another thing I am sick off how dare you pray for a car pray this instead etc no I pray for whatever I want…. What is that are you a wealth and health guy? yeah guess I am, living in Poverty both spiritually and materialistic is a very bad testimony we serve and all powerful God yet we live like spiritual Egypt eg poverty slavery etc.

Another thing you hear within the Christian are thoughts and prayers will be with you…. Your thoughts are prayers you FUCKING morons you reap what you sow, thoughts become things oh no no thats satanism blah blah God sometimes says no, no God always says yes you just don’t rest in him and by the way to rest in God is to delight in him because perfect love cast out fair which also cast out doubt.

Law of attraction is as real as the Law of gravity people need to stop putting a time limit on it and believe that you have already received it and when you think about it as if you already have it then good feel good about having it even if you don;t have it right now.

I have been doing that about a car and the particular car make I am doing it towards I never saw about the place before I, now I see the car make everywere I go ads online and you know what I will get that car, i dunno how or when I believe I will that is walking not by sight but by faith 99.9% of it is thought.

I have had to change my belief on Money scripture says the Love of money is the root of all evil. In it is proper context it means well it depends on the person alot of people out there who have plenty of money and have a good hearts. Money is not my God oh by the way when jesus said you cannot serve God and Money well he is right how can you serve God if you have so much debt?? You can’t to much hindrance.

Think my beliefs before I got saved in 2009 are the way forward they work for me really best then. Oh by the way Jesus said his yoke is easy and yet we are told the Christian life is hard give me a break.

I AM, going to do a video on what my beliefs were back then in 2009 they really worked for me then and even when typing this I feel peace, which means my creative mind is working properly so go to Daydream while it still legal 

Spiritual Trials

Ephesians 6:12 – For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

I have been doing a lot of thinking recently about the many trials that I have faced in life and that the trail that I am currently undergoing and have asked myself the Question are these trials that I undergo there for me to help me in order help me grow spiritually or indeed or these trials from the powers that be. The more I think it about the more I come to the conclusion that these trails that come in our life can help us gain new wisdom and understanding make us into better people but at the same time they can go so wrong because of the powers at be. They can benefit us when we decide to let go and go this is out of my control I must seek God who by the way is WITHIN YOU does not make you God though or you can simply give in. Now we to a certain extent bring our own trials among us like for example Un-Natural desires,Depression,anxiety, etc now I say this meaning no disrespect and with no Judgment but out of Love but if you stop and think about it The Elite want to make things that are not social Norms things that are not natural into social Norms i.e. Homosexuality Bestiality Paedophilia etc as absurd it may sound to some people what if some of these in different feelings that we sometimes encounter in life is just simply a trail, and that they advertise these to push a agenda to convince the masses and yourself that your simply born that way or give in to these feelings you can never change. You can pretty much imagine the hope that people lose and the state of depression that people fall into because of this lie.

Do not involve yourself with political issues like the issue of marriage, look the powers at be own politics remember that so your vote does not make a difference instead pray for the desire results you seek instead engaging inward fighting amongst yourselves because you’re doing it to yourself   pray and love and may that love weigh unto them and they attract the things you attracted in your life and learn from that then start their awakening.

Work on your relationships with friends and family your relationships are a mirror image of what you’re going throw within yourselves so chill out a bit and re-build those…..Operation Re-Build as I like to call it. Don’t get me wrong share your findings with like-minded people but obsess over it do not fall down to their level.

Now I realize some people can bring these challenges into their lives by experimenting etc well that’s because we give off energy we are spiritual beings that give off energy. Now think about I have the belief that when you have sex with somebody your both the souls bind together therefore you become spiritually attached to that person, now do not get me wrong if you no longer want to be attached person that’s fine you can fix that energy this is why you can’t stop thinking about the people you have Sex with or fall in love with because your exchanging energy with that person and adding it to your own hence the attraction to that person. That’s why when someone has sex all round them they just simply cannot help themselves and lose control they think and think and think about it constantly and those create energy and create that reality for you.

Now this is not the case for everyone some people develop in different feelings and give in to them this is down to the fact that the likes of Lady GaGa presents a feel good message Born this way love yourself. I have no problem with Love yourself message because Self Hate is not good for the soul but Lady GaGa’s intentions are not good because her Illumintai overlords have got her to present a message which takes away all hope your born this way forget about changing there is no hope….How depressing and angry must her followers feel and this is where hatred towards God comes from because they feel like God has cheated them out of a hetero life that they so desperately desire.

Fundamentalist religion is The Illuminati’s greatest tool don’t get me wrong I have saving faith in Jesus Christ but what better to dupe the masses than by promoting an angry strict vengeful God who apparently will throw in the flames of Hell if you do not follow a strict lifestyle…..How does this trick people you ask simple Jesus said Judge not least ye shall be judged also now you got to remember when he said he was talking a judgment with a hateful heart if you judge out of love your intentions are pure and you will be judged by that but if you do it out of hate and just to annoy well you will reap what you sow in life. Religious leaders are the ones who are meant to hate us not the Non-Believers Christ told us to love one another……..But yet we are meant to be hated….You see the confusion. Also religion gets you to worry and fear……..Guess what you become that fear you attract it into your life….Remember the fear of God is the BEGINNING of wisdom God is ultimately Love when we come to realize this the better. Jesus has set us free from worry and fear If you have saving in faith in Jesus for your Salvation then your sweet remember that. God has promised those who seek him he will grant them the desires of their heart and I believe this so nothing is impossible trust God he leads you through them he will lead you out of them and out of it you will be a blessing to someone else.

 

King Solomon – What a man thinketh in his Heart so is he (Pro 23:7 (a) )

 

Buddha – The mind is everything, what you think is what you become

 

I am convinced the Illuminati knows this and are doing there outmost to prevent us from discovering who we really are I am still learning as-well. Do what makes you happy do not over obsess about these people yea do your homework but what God shows you is for your education, one thing I have also learnt I used to post stuff on my Facebook obsessively and people did not like it and deleted me of their Facebook. After having a conversation with a friend and some arguing with others beforehand about it I finally accepted that God was telling me basically you would not like it if people were to call at your door at all the time would you trying indoctrinating you. And he is right I am going to chill now…Oh when I said do what makes you happy be yourself and don’t worry about things that are out of your hand pray to God which is just you simply talking to God be honest with him and be specific and let him have it if you feel that you need to have a go it’s okay he understands and welcomes simply because you’re going to him as you are keep talking to God give him everything from worries etc. I went for a period of insecurity in my life were I just to dream of people calling me ugly etc this really depress me but one day I decided to go you know what screw it I don’t care what all the negatives thoughts were telling me so when I had those bad dreams every time someone called me ugly in it in the dream I was yeah whatever so every time I woke up after that I got better and better and came back normal state of mind. I remember learning to drive I kept worrying about the bad dreams happened again it was not until I decided to stop constantly thinking about I improved and after my 6th attempt I passed. I never give up despite my mind telling me to give up, this should be the case with your trails.

Do not obsess with the Illumintai you will eventually get depressed and they feed of your negativity and grow stronger focus on the things you want in life because thoughts and the crying out in the heart count also as prayers. That’s why the Bible tells us to rejoice more and worry less, the less we worry the less we think about them therefore we change our thoughts we change our prayers continue to good and focus on the things you want in life and you will reap that harvest and you will glorify God even more than you did before.

 

Therefore your more higher spiritually therefore the less the powers at be will be able to influence spiritually. You are going to have your days were you doubt etc.   I had those days when learning to drive….I proved those thoughts wrong. I am sure the minds drug addicts told them the same and they proved those wrong. Stop going to man, go within and God will attract solutions into your life for you to apply them. and for those who write on this site saying that i just gave up it is a part of who I am I say this out of tough love shame on you for casting the seed of doubt into others minds.

 

God has not cursed it is you have focused on your fears for far too long it is time to change your thought patterns

 

We do not pick and choose our battles but we can choose to overcome it is simple go within

 

Job 3:25 – For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me

 

1 Peter 4:12 – Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trail which is to try yo, as though some strange thing happened unto you.

Why do people cheat?

Why do people cheat?

Introduction

Today and for many years now we have seen were a couple who are deeply in love with one another and yet for some reason they cannot help but to have an affair behind their partners back.   Are these people truly in love one another as they claim to be are is there another reason why they are together who knows although I would like to give a my thoughts on why this is happens, the opinions are strictly mine and I am not saying you have to agree with them but I would encourage you to read them and meditate (think) on them and see what you come up with yourself.

Before I get into this particular subject let me first tell you about myself.   At the time of writing this I am 26 years old and single (No idea when this book will get published and released)   and I work part time in Retail.  I enjoy things that any other lad likes to enjoy wither it be watching or playing   football I am a Manchester United fan (For Life) I enjoy gaming and at the time of time of typing this I have a X-Box360 and a PlayStation 3 and my favourite game is the Last of Us a truly epic game totally lived to its hype.  I am a man of faith and when I say faith I do not mean I am religious I have simply humbled myself before God and recognize that I am a sinner and in need of a saviour and that I believed he sent his Son Jesus to earth and only through him can I be saved.   I have put my trust in what Jesus Christ did for me on the cross at Calvary and believed God raised him from the dead I have received him as my personal saviour  putting my trust in him alone for Salvation.  Salvation cannot be earned or lost it is only something you can receive.

But I am not hear to force my spiritual beliefs on any one maybe that is for a different book, I also do not have many great Qualifications but no one should need a piece of paper to tell them that they are qualified  for anything.

1.

Confidence Booster

In today’s world we see it all the time people dragging people down wither this be through a genuine attempt to ruin their reputation by slandering a person’s name behind his/her back or if by making the person feel small to make them feel big by shouting at them in front of other people just to make them look like an idiot in-front of other people.   Another way how we make ourselves look big by making another person feel small is by the way of dating now you are probably wandering how on earth that is even done well let me explain.   How many times wither you be male or female I am sure you have noticed when you are single wither you be physically attractive or un-attractive it is hard to find someone or when you do find someone it is very difficult to hold someone down and get into a committed relationship and when I say relationship I do not mean after one date you are in a relationship I mean after dating a while then going into a relationship you will find that people well you get more interest from the opposite sex than you did before.  I have come to the conclusion when you are dating someone that you know who really likes you it gives you a lot of confidence it relaxes you and your light shines through you, ever notice that when your single for a duration of time you very tensed your paranoid and you lack confidence and you are not comfortable with yourself well guess what that shines through you.   So people when you are with something there is more attraction about as your confidence shines through and many people knows hence the reason they will date someone they don’t really just because they know it will be easier to pull someone when going out with someone else giving them that confidence boost.

2

Some people are just jerks

Some people are just jerks!  There are a good lot of good hearted people out there who somewhere on the line have lost their way they have been hurt so bad by someone else and do not feel comfortable talking to someone about because they are afraid of talking to someone about it they feel like they have to punish someone else to make themselves feel better about themselves.  It is there way of crying out for help I am not justifying but it is.  They feel the person they are dating is too good for them and out of their paranoia they think they are going to move on to someone better and prettier so what they do is they go and cheat by doing this the person they are dating confidence takes a major kick in the stones but the person who cheated will do it in a way by knocking the persons they are dating confidence it makes them feel like they are now in control and they will also put on an act oh just happened blah blah and because they are in control fear leaves them and empowers them.  They do this because they have let their pain transform into jerks.  So if you are a victim of this then worry not it does not have anything to do with you nothing wrong with you it is a mere reflection of how they feel towards themselves talk to them give them assurance not with your words but with your actions don’t be a walkover.   Communicate and talk to each other about your individual worries and struggles.

3

Drunken Attraction

The problem is with some people whither it be a man or a woman is that when they are single they go out get drunk have a laugh then they meet someone start dating and then jump into a relationship they go out to the club etc with each other so mingle as a couple when out and this is were the problem lies.  We have a very reactry mind for example you out with someone and they do something that annoys you like ditch you during a date etc or whatever situation when one does not conquer the doubt that comes with that well when someone is having conversation about it being done to them etc your mind will automatically think about that harsh rejection and the feelings associated to that moment and causes you more anxiety and stress.

When you are used to be really drunk only when you are single well even though you are going out with someone because your drunk and you’re only used to be drunk when single well your mind go oh he is drunk so he must be single because he/she is only this drunk when they are single so your sub conscious mind will send single to your body to say Act single and I believe this is the reason why people cheat when they are drunk people who do not plan to cheat because of what I have stated above.  Now my solution to this is this try to go out more in a mixed group of friends but stick together get used to each other’s company while being drunk eventually re-programming your brain to understand even when you’re not with your spouse you are still single despite being this drunk therefore granting you more self-control.  And also to meditate when you are not to re-program your brain to notify it to not act single when drunk imagine yourself in  a bar rejecting people while being drunk because you are with someone else.

Another solution and simpler one make a sacrifice of not drinking as much when you are out even to the point of not getting yourself in a state where you blacking out your opening yourself to taken advantage by anyone hence making stupid mistakes of making out with someone you do not really like or end up cheating.

4

Addicted to Sex

This is going be annoying for religious folk to read.  Sometimes people cheat because they are addicted to sex and when there partner is not about and there is someone else showing interest well because they have no control of their desires well what can I say they are going to give in not because they want to because of the addiction and pleasure in that in which sex brings.  I know as a man of faith many religious folk well frown upon me for saying this but when we have sex it brings about a feeling of empowerment.  If you choose to date someone who you know is addicted to sex well if they cheat on you, you only have yourself to blame but at the same time if you are addicted to sex you should not be having a BF/GF in the first place.

I am not going to judge my advice to you is that you make a choice and that choice is no longer am I going to let this control my life from now I am going to overcome this addiction it is not going to happen overnight and as a man of faith I would suggest that you surrender it all to the Lord Jesus Christ and he will help you through it.  I find with addictions the day stopped beating myself up for giving and embraced my struggle and not beat myself up for failing is the day I started to overcome it.   What you think is what you become and if you are constantly listening to religion the rules that religion gives well you’re focusing on the problem and that is what you are going to reap.  Look to Jesus there is no condemnation in those who are in Christ Jesus.   It does not make you a bad person every man and women have different battles.  Just rest at Calvary and mediate on what he has done for you and the forgiveness you have received and you will delight in him and he shall grant you the desires of your heart and obviously that is where the change in your life comes from the desires of your heart the change that you want.

5

Some people are just prostitutes

This may sound harsh but sometimes people forget love is a spiritual virtue not a material virtue.  Sometimes people give up the person they truly love over someone they do not really like simply because that person may secure them for financially not realizing if they stuck to the person they truly and help that person through their storm s they would have been way better off any way so by definition they sell themselves to that person for more money cause of fear of the future make them somewhat prostitutes …… true Story so if you are a victim of someone doing that to you guess what they have done you a favour so threat not.

6

Conclusion

Now in the previous 5 chapters I have went over you are probably asking yourself the Question what is the main cause of these things where do they truly stem from?  Well we live in a world where if you do not look like the celebrities or if you want to make be successful forget about being yourself  you have to be product that we tell you to be  your worthless etc and when we adopt these ideas we become more paranoid and insecure bringing about INSECURITY.   My advice be yourself because it can lead you to being drunk  resulting in what I stated in chapter 4.  Do not let t get to you there is nothing wrong with you…. What you are worthless and overweight well then lose weight stop listening to Scientist and doctors because of your genes etc  you cannot lose weight prove them wrong.  Find your worth find out your talents go within and seek and ye shall find.  I really hope this has been a blessing to whoever has read this it should took a good bit of time typing but I enjoyed it at the end of the day this is to glorify God not me it is his will that was done here not mine.  Just make sure to talk to someone when feeling least it convinces you to make a silly mistake by acting impulsively.

Re-Examining Fornication

Revelation 18:3 – For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed FORNICATION with her (Babylon), and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.

This verse mentions Fornication but wait we are told Fornication is sex outside of Wedlock or is it.  First of all the word Fornication in the Bible was translated from the Greek porneia which means harlotry Idolatry and the context in which Paul used fornication  in 1 Corinthians 5:1 is Incest.

Female was created from man’s rib she is part of his flesh when we have Sex we become twain flesh and are souls tie a knot together hence we become married.  In other words the flesh missing from man becomes one when he joins together with a woman and God image is complete.    This is why whoredom which is fornication should be avoided we become tied to so many people and have so much different energy we do not know what to do with it hence we become addicted to sex hence the reason why Paul states when one is tempted find a wife and find a husband in other words find yourself a Girlfriend/Husband and settle down.

The greek word for Marriage that was used was Gamos …… take the S away and look at the word Gamo see what you will find.

You do not need to buy expensive rings are do some big ceremony for marriage to get Married since when your love with someone well had to be through a ceremony which cost a lot of money and MATERIAL things.   Very materialistic don’t you think Love is spiritual you do not need to show your love for someone via Materialism.

Fornication meanings

Idolatry (Worshipping false Gods making a Spiritual connection with them)Adultery (Lust in the heart for someone female/male Lust being a UNCONTROLLED desire)Incest harlotry (Prostitution, whoredom)beastalityHomosexuality

Promiscuous Sex is a sin but settling down with someone and making love to that person is not a sin .

Pre-marital sex is not a sin only man has made it so

Sex is important if it is treated correctly good to relieve sex and was created by God as a Means to multiply the earth but also to be enjoyed.

Be careful who you get intimate with  because remember the person you get intimate with you are not just getting intimate with that person   physically you are also getting intimate with that person  spiritually also.   So any adversarial energies they may have etc they will bound to you and depending how you react them will determine that they will play out in your life and you will have to deal with them and overcome those energies as well.  It is the same who you keep close to yourself.   We are spiritual beings and we bond with one another we develop each other traits etc hence why we should be careful we associate ourselves with our confide even in our problems confess our faults to one another that we pray for one another to help us overcome and fix our energy.

Altering our so called Genetic Code?

Proverbs 23:7 -FOR AS HE THINKETH IN HIS HEART SO IS HE: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee.

Proverbs 4:23 – Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life

My Dear friends when growing up we are told that our genetic make up will determine what we look like conditions like skin conditions etc. You grow up holding steadfastly believing this so will it be.

Diet,exercise and more importantly our thought patterns determine these things. Science acknowledges the fact that meditating (thinking) constantly on positive thoughts will bring positive results you sow what you reap something that Science used to laugh at us spiritual people for well Science is now acknowledges the fact that a change in thought patterns and more positive outlook in life and purer words can play a big role in how you look etc.

Now you have probably gonna ask about eye colour okay that is one thing you cannot change Hair colour well we have hair dye for that lol.

Lets talk about Hair Loss how come some people with parents who lost hair while they grow old don’t lose their hair? How come we have Hair growing treatments that work? Surely if our hair was truly gone it would not be able to grow back? How come we only lose it the top bit and not the hair around the sides oh dear now I know stress can be a cause of hair loss along with cancer even women who have Mums with hair at a old age still think it is natural lets look at this point of view 

1 Corinthians 11:15 – But if a woman have long hair, it is a glory to her: for her hair is given her for a covering.

Oh dear

How come people who are attractive in their teens grow up to be unattractive and how come when we are told we start to lose are looks as we age older well some people just simply get better looking or simply do not look like they have age? These things we must assess it is time the limited mindset that this world this is exactly the mindset that the apostle Paul said we must change from 

Romans 12:2 – And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

Believe in the impossible do not listen to your doctors when they tell you that you have a condition that prevents you to lose yet when in previous times you put on weight and lost before set yourself out to prove the wrong, when exercising just imagine yourself with the body you are aiming as if you already have it and manage your portions decrease the Alcohol intake and substitute fizzy drinks with plenty of Water and be happy and more importantly BELIEVE

Matthew 8:13 – And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour.

Speak words of Victory and avoid using curse as much as possible ya know CURSE word

Proverbs 18:21 – Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall eat the fruit thereof.

There is a number of verses in scripture telling us to be careful with our words because we reap what we sow there is creative power in your words

 

Here is a couple of Articles I read on this matter

http://www.pakalertpress.com/2012/08/02/scientist-prove-dna-can-be-reprogrammed-by-words-and-frequencies/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+pakalert+%28Pak+Alert+Press%29#_/exjun_

http://blogs.christianpost.com/bindings/can-we-alter-our-genetic-make-up-a-new-science-offers-hope-8863/

Self Reflection

You know I had a good night what turned out to be a night out in the cinema ended up being a night out in general in Le Winters and it was a good night.

I could not help noticing though the very same thing I have been questioning for some time is that I cannot help noticing how I have become a stranger to some people who used to be all dead on with me who used to chat who used to smile and say hello.

A lot of Questions came up tonight (In my head) and don’t get me wrong I am not full of anger depression or anything like that I am rather happy but full of curiosity.

I could not help noticing a few differences in my relationships this past 2 years how people have changed it is almost like I have turned into a stranger and don’t get me wrong I am not saying everyone should come say hello to me all the time and all that no not at all the world does not revolve around me not at all, I just don’t get the estranged behaviour, those who used to be so comfortable around me are now uncomfortable around me.

I cannot help think about the times where I have went on the dancefloor in a club and danced with a girl and she looked around and ran away from me like if I was carrying the plague, rejection is part of life I get that but like that C’mon, what is the missing ingredient.

There was a point where I could be myself and was totally free now in the period where I should be acting like I am free I am act like if I am enslaved.

I also remember the times where people have went oh yeah I know who you are even they do not of course I am talking about online dating but wtf.

I remember a time were I girl really liked me and asked her out then she went and asked another guy so I would not ask her out. What has changed,it is almost someone has secretly been gossiping or what not I dunno.

We all change our mind I suppose but why does it happen so often with me I feel like I need to relax more and just show off my personality again I dunnowhy I am so uptight at times.

I recall I said on my facebook one time I will not date girls only woman well I was saying that as I wind up just a joke a wind up between a work colleague and I.

The only man of God that was perfect was Jesus I am not Jesus I commit things in my heart I might aswell commit them in life time to take deep breaths and chill,

In the past 3 years I have went from being a overachiever to needing development. I have become a stranger to many I do not even like myself again these days I do feel as active think that is done to lack of rest though.

I am a Christian yes and I think I am to scared to make mistake not because of hell because I am forgiven but maybe it is because I am thinking about worrying about what others may say oh you’re a christian yet you’re doing this, I should not be thinking like that and just relax and let go, things may have taken a downward spiral these last 3 years but I need to get back praying the way I was before.

It was only when i stopped praying the way I was praying did things fall apart. I know praying to Mary is something frowned upon but how is it any different than asking a fellow believer to pray for us to intercession for us.

Always biting my lip but never seeking revenge but in my heart doing so, no different than doing it, I am not perfect maybe I should let change occur through mistakes.

The miracle prayer helped me big time. I have lost man addiction which is good but at the same time here and there I should not feel guilty as I am forgiven but not perfect so maybe when I make mistakes I should shrug it off I may not agree with it what I am doing are watching but hey i am not perfect going fall into weakness here and there as long as I do not make it the center of my thoughts I should just start being me again and stop living in fear of making mistakes maybe only then my light will shine upon me and through me again…. His light God loves people who are honest and hates those whoa re fake . Hence the reason why he did not like the Pharisees.
I am not angry but for all those who have tried to drag my name through the mud I declare in the name of the Lord jesus I will find out … I will also forgive.

I have forgot how to shine my light within me the light of the spirit and that is done by being myself and just let loose and chill. Overcome habits controlling you yes but control your habits do not let them take ove Good night everyone and have a blast.

The Law of Karma/Reap what you sow

Be thinking about this for a while. Some people come into your life because God put them there for you to build them up and give them confidence unfortunately some of these people will be filled up so much they would want to do nothing but tear you down. Simply walk away from these people God will send them someone else there is no need for you to create a soul tie with this person and have to share the bad karma that they bring.

Once you walk away from these people let them go from your life the soul tie will fade and you will lose those habits that you pick up from them, and return back to your center were your unused Karma will eventually return and shine through you and attract positive situations into your life. There will be tests that will repeat themselves unto you pass them to finish that particular exam.

Smile even when you do not feel like it, do your best not to speak badly of people they will eventually expose themselves and people will see past their act that they put on nothing in the darkness will not be brought to the light, your secret enemies will be exposed by the light of God. Make sure when you have a bit of banter with someone you’re doing it for a laugh and not come across of making a idiot of that person, do your best not swear bad language is called CURSED words for a reason.

Speak uplifting words you reap what we sow for everything you put out there you get back the same goes for your thoughts and actions you have a soul tie with a really negative person help him/her build themselves up if they refuse to grow and tear you down while you share you joy remove yourself from their company and pray for them. Be patient with this person these things take time but f it is getting to the point were you start thinking like them and feeling down like them walk away and keep in mind when you are feeling down it does not necessary means the problem is with you.

Any Un-Dealt past issues you have with yourself well it is time to deal with these issues any Unforgivness you may have towards someone you need to deal with that and trust me Forgiveness depending on the situation of course can be very difficult and it is something that is developed you do not have to let them know as long as you have let it go in your heart. Un-Dealt past issues only bring you down as they intefer with your way of thinking. Talking God is the best way to do this and he may even send people in your life to help you.

Lessons repeat themselves until they are learned so the sooner you learn the better because then you grow quicker that way easier said than done I know.

People who get luckier than you the people who are putting you down at this chances our they are feeding of your Karma or your Harvest so you do not get it all while you feed on their bad harvest, do not be afraid to cut people from your life God will send replacements everybody including yourself and I is replaceable.

You should not also have to hold yourself back so people can feel better about themselves. Don’t fall out with them but disconnect from them and you will get your energy back and go back to your center and they will return back to theirs and because they have not have you to feed of your negativity they will crumble and they will be found out.

God will kick the necessary people out of your life the ones he sent for you to help build but resist it will eventually be disconnected from you spiritually as such, but you got to pray to him and ask him to take control of this situation first.

Don’t let people call you weird for smiling that means you have a cheerful heart so smile

The Law of Karma/Reap what you sow is universal Law.

I understand also that spiritual people will only understand this principle, this is for you people.

 

Remember the Psalmist said to delight in the Lord and he shall grant you the desires of your heart but you must put your trust in him and stand in his grace and not worry and pass the neccessary tests that is put in your way.  God said who seeks him with their heart will be rewarded,and the years and opportunities that have been stolen from you by other peoples lying will be returned to you twice fold.  Salvation is a free gift this is not a work based salvation message the Golden rule is something the God wants us to do our best to follow,, it is all about the heart because that is were God looks to

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How to get Saved!!!!

John 3:16 – For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotton son that whoseover believeth on him shall not persih but have everlasting.

Do you know Jesus as your personal Savior are you still trying to work your way to Heaven? If your not relying on Jesus on alone for Salvation and have always relied on your good works then your not saved

You need to get saved. How do I get saved you ask well first you must admit that you have violeted Gods Holy Law and are a Sinner deserving Hell

First of all you must know you must be born again

John 3:7 – Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.

Because at the end o the day all have sinned and broken Gods holy law. We must admit this and admit we cannot save ourselves and that we need a Savior.

James 2:10 – For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all

Romans 3:23 – For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;

Our self righteousness cannot help us

Isaiah 64:6 – But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags; and we all do fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away

And like all lost sheep at some point we have went our own way

Isaiah 53:6 – All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.

Once you realize this and admitted that you have violated Gods holy law and are in need of a Savior you have repented of your self righteousness you have taken 1 step in the right direction so you wonder how in earth do I get saved?

First of all Jesus said he is the only way truth and life

John 14:6 – Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

There is no other name that a man shall be saved by

Acts 4:12 – Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.

If you soley trust in Jesus alone for Slavation Believe on him and him alone for enternal life you are forever saved

John 3:36 – He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.

John 6:47 – Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me hath everlasting life.

So don’t put it off today is the day of Salvation

2 Corinthians 6:2 – (For he saith, I have heard thee in a time accepted, and in the day of salvation have I succoured thee: behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation.)

Believe and put your trust in the Gospel of Jesus Christ Salvation is a free Gift

Ephesians 2:8 – For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:

Ephesians 2:9 – Not of works, lest any man should boast.

1 Corinthians 15:1 – Moreover, brethren, I declare unto you the gospel which I preached unto you, which also ye have received, and wherein ye stand;

1 Corinthians 15:2 – By which also ye are saved, if ye keep in memory what I preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain.

1 Corinthians 15:3 – For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures;

1 Corinthians 15:4 – And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:

Romans 10:9 – That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

Romans 10:10 – For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.

Romans 10:11 – For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.

Romans 10:12 – For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.

Romans 10:13 – For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.

Acts 16:30 – And brought them out, and said, Sirs, what must I do to be saved?

Acts 16:31 – And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house.

You can say the sinners or otherwise known as the Salvation prayer if you want but remember it is not the prayer that saves you but your faith in Jesus, if you get saved and you afre asked why your going to Heaven it is because of what Jesus has done for you

Dear God in heaven, I come to you in the name of Jesus. I acknowledge to You that I am a sinner, and I am sorry for my sins and the life that I have lived; I need your forgiveness.

I believe that your only begotten Son Jesus Christ shed His precious blood on the cross at Calvary and died for my sins, and I am now willing to turn from my sin.

You said in Your Holy Word, Romans 10:9 that if we confess the Lord our God and believe in our hearts that God raised Jesus from the dead, we shall be saved.

Right now I confess Jesus as the Lord of my soul. With my heart, I believe that God raised Jesus from the dead. This very moment I accept Jesus Christ as my own personal Savior and according to His Word, right now I am saved.

Thank you Jesus for your unlimited grace which has saved me from my sins. I thank you Jesus that your grace never leads to license, but rather it always leads to repentance. Therefore Lord Jesus transform my life so that I may bring glory and honor to you alone and not to myself.

Thank you Jesus for dying for me and giving me eternal life.
Amen.

If you accepted the free gift of Salvation well done you have repented from your sin and your Unbelief (The Unpardonable sin) you are now born again and now a citizen of heaven and the Angels are also with God Rejoicing and celebrating.

People who tear you down

This is for dudes and dudettes  when you are out having fun I am sure there is times when you are out having a bit of banter but there is always that one person who loves to take the piss one to many times but never is to hot when it comes to receiving it back, but you will always notice this person will always try to make you feel guilty and constantly put you down to the point you start believing their lies. The thing is they are Insecure and the reason why he/she/they have selected you as their target is because they feel insecure around you or just insecure in general and see you as an easy target and will go out of their way to crack you down.

It has nothing to do with you, you have done  nothing wrong the problem lies with them.

They will try to humiliate you in front of the opposite sex to make them look awesome,but do not worry they have not humiliated you regardless they do.

They have just shown everyone they humiliated you in-front of how much of an insecure little child they are, good chance is that because you can be yourself and be accepted by others without happening to put on an act like they do,you know the whole always trying to spotlight from you and you only.  They get on like control freak l towards you and if you display that sort of behavior towards them it is a crime.

It is all right to take the piss out of one another but to do it in a very embarrassing way in-front of people you do not know it is a different matter all the gather you have love joy and bright light coming out of you they are hurting on the inside and they feel you should fall down to that level as well.

Have a bit of banter and take a bit of banter but do not take it from someone who is not so quick to take it back and do not take it from someone who is knowingly making an absolute knob out of you but don’t worry about that they are just making a knob out of themselves and the people laughing are laughing at them not you.

Have a Bless night hope this helps